real courage

It hurt when the first thing she said to you was
"No more netball for you anymore. No more."

"I don't want to have to go through it all over again"

Deep hurt.
I felt so useless when i all i could do was watch you hurt and cry,
thinking of you having to go through it all over again.
All over again.
My mind was in a whirl back then,replaying the events, questioning myself, questioning God.

I take my hat of to you, seriously. It must have taken so much courage, to stand up, wipe away the tears and take those painful steps all the way out of the hall, refusing to be carried away.
I'm sorry that as a friend i was but so little of a support. And sorry to the others whom i hid the seriousness of the matter to.
i didnt want you guys to worry. Or to over react before the scan results are out.

Lastly, I pray for God's peace to guard your heart. And trust in him, even when the circumstance makes it ever so hard to. I know that God will do his mighty healing and you will be able to get though it all cause you're such a strong girl.

Get well soon:)
hurry, get well so i can practice lobs with you again.
And sing. and shop. and laugh.
From the bottom of my heart.
Love you eunice:)