remiscing childhood

Its been so long since i last blogged:) One year to be exact. Well, so many things have changed since then. I guess i have nothing to hide now and can freely blog about what i really want to. I am glad.
Then again, blogging isnt really my thing. Im sticking to diaries, so to the 1 or 2 people who actually read this, there aint gonna be much. I might just private it again to let it rot.
Anyway,its almost christmas:) Christmas is my favourite time of the year, cos' i like to decorate the christmas tree at home and watch presents slowly fill up the bottom. I like how its dark at night and the only thing that lights up the house is the multi coloured lights from the tree, glowing red blue green and yellow. My cat would sit under the tree and scratch the presents in the middle of the night and by morning it would be all giam-chye.haha.


Sometimes i just wished i could be a kid again. Cause things seemed so much more fun then. I miss the mega birthday parties, the friendships, the sleepovers, the trips to the zoo, the simple pleasures in life.
I wrote in my k2 diary- I went to the airport. I am happy.
There was little loneliness, pain, tiredness as far as i can remember.
Sometimes i think i reminisce childhood too much. Time to wake up and to look forward to what lies ahead and be positive about it:)

God you told me not to worry, cause my future is good.
Its a rocky road im travelling on, but i trust you'd catch me when i fall.